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decisions I make Psicobloc

Making decisions is not easy. Especially when one considers his own life in terms of project but not sure exactly what results to be achieved.

In that we. Moving by intuitions rather than certainties. More to avoid what we dislike, and we do not want to do more, that having found the path we follow. Still ... On the Road (search) experienced feelings of all kinds. Intense happiness and loneliness that's scary.

However, do not give a lot of laps. I know the road I took at the time (or perhaps better said, the road ditch to go'm not sure where) there is no turning back. And basically, I'm happy to do so. Nobody says to wake up (at least it seems to me that happened to me) is easy or always pleasant. But worth it. Ultimately, to me, pay me.

In terms of concrete, now I decide where I live. Following is a possibility in the Netherlands are pros and cons. The climate, the absence of mountains and language are barriers (no mistake, for the full intehración, must speak Dutch). The friends, the atmosphere relaxed and cosmopolitan city pros.

And if not, what?. Back to Spain, although it would be the easiest thing, I would return to enjoy the sun and climbing in some of the best places in the world, nor does it seem the solution. Not yet, he says a voice inside me. The world is very big and there are so many things to see and experience. Back to reality known me as a failure seems almost essential (but not).

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elsewhere. Difficult, but probably the best solution. It is difficult for two main reasons. Firstly because there are not many places in the world where it is easy to start and have all the ingredients that I would like to tell (as I write this makes me very kindly). In addition, and as important or more, I'm afraid it alone.

When you take all the decisions and what I came to Amsterdam together with the person I thought I'd share a life. A companion to this adventure. Adventure. The only one we have. But only .. could be, should be will be .. but it costs more.

I have also to be more efficient. Persevere and give myself more on the projects I have in hand. Contribute more, raise the profile, take responsibility, work, but something I love.

seem only good intentions, purpose of amendment. Without emabargo, my recent experience taught me that when you take the time to reflect on what you want and a list of specific objectives, although not perhaps in the short term, you met.

I wrote this in a long post, but I still have a list of good propóstitos 2004, in which everything had been fulfilled. Things that at the time seemed attainable. Some, indeed, like living in Amsterdam (read foreign), which now seems so obvious and simple.

Anyway .. I return to use this blog as a public psychotherapy. Sometimes I consider as some of my friends are so secretive with their ideas or feelings, and I always write better or worse, but shamelessly.